The IAAF shit show had me asking, “What’s the purpose of
running?”
The question started as code for “I want to complain about
everything and care about nothing. Because I can. I’ve been wronged! I’m having
a crisis.”
What do runners do
when they have a crisis? Half of us—the weirder half—go out and hammer a
long run in silence while trying to cope with feelings. The other half (Like
me!) talk to any runner and every runner (plus non runners and/or pets) who
will listen or not listen! By the end, I was asking “What’s my purpose for running?”
All month, I’ve been talking to different runners and listening
to their stories. Every single runner ended up talking about his or her purpose
for running. Funny thing, no one’s purpose was money or fame (HAHA! FAME IN
TRACK! JOKE OF THE YEAR. Except you, Usain Bolt. But you had to race a cheetah
and be, you know, the fastest man ever of all time ever to get fame).
From my observation, professional runners get into the sport because (drumroll please!): we are better than most at it. This is not a sexy of a reason to like something, but it really is self-esteem boosting being objectively better than average at anything.
From my observation, professional runners get into the sport because (drumroll please!): we are better than most at it. This is not a sexy of a reason to like something, but it really is self-esteem boosting being objectively better than average at anything.
What is sexy is why we stay in the sport.
“I get a lot of self worth from trying to master a skill.”
“This is a journey of self-discovery: What are you made of?”
“I’ve been given the
time, some funds, and people who want to help. Not many people get that in
anything they care about.”
“14 years in the sport and I still learn something new every day.”
“It’s exciting to devote your life to something and not be
sure it will work out. It feels so sweet when it comes together. Kind of like
love?”
“Running has taught me more than anything else about life.”
“I love my teammates. Being with them and celebrating their
successes and supporting them though the losses is a bond that is hard to find
elsewhere.”
“I like putting all my energy and emotion into something
because I’m passionate about it.”
"We run to challenge ourselves and to truly see how good we can be and to find our limits. There aren't many professions where you actually find where your limits are and where you rank among your peers."
"We run to challenge ourselves and to truly see how good we can be and to find our limits. There aren't many professions where you actually find where your limits are and where you rank among your peers."
(not to mention:
“I like candy. And the more I run the more candy I can eat
guilt free.”
“I like being able to fart without people judging me.”
“I like new running shoes.”
“I like sports, and this is the one I’m good at.”
But those are more superficial reasons and do not belong in
this serious blog.)
Even though the corrupt people at the top are being terrible,
they do not have much authority. We runners run because we like
self-improvement, and we like company of other people who also like
self-improvement. And dopers or money or IAAF nonsense doesn’t take it away.
And for the fans,
Still be fans.
Track is one of the few sports where the average joes and
superstars are going through the same struggles. Our stories prove that humans
can become superstars. And that superstars are human. These stories connect
people. And then make people into better people.
And that’s why I still love track.
